That's why I didn't know I was
pregnant, I didn't even notice I missed my time of month, because it's
been so undependable for so long
Suppose having this baby kills me? Oh, God, please, please, God,
don't
let me die just when I finally get what I need to be happy
She crossed herself again and again in confused entreaty, propitiation,
superstitionThen she shook her head angrilyWhat was she doing?
Just being sillyShe was strong and healthyNot like Melly at
all
Why, Mammy always said it was downright shameful the way she
dropped a
baby with hardly more fuss than an alley cat
She was going to do just fine, and her baby would be fine, tooAnd
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They'd be the happiest, lovingest family in the whole world
Gracious, she hadn't even thought of Miss EleanorTalk about
baby-loving! Miss Eleanor was going to pop her buttons with pride
I can see her now, at the Market, telling everybody, even the bent-up
old man who sweeps out the trashThis baby's going to be the talk of
Charleston before it even draws its first breathThat's where I should be goingI want
to see Rhett, to tell himMaybe the Brian Boru could put in there
The captain's a friend of Colum's; Colum could persuade him to do it
Scarlett's eyes sparkledShe got to her feet and washed her face,
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to Colum, so she went back to bed and sat up against the pillows
making
plansWhen Kathleen got up, Scarlett was sleeping, a contented smile
on her lipsThere was no need to hurry, she had decidedNo need to
talk to the captainShe could meet her grandmother and her Irish
kin
She could have her adventure of crossing the oceanRhett had kept
her
waiting for him in SavannahWell, he could wait awhile to learn about
the baby
There were months and months to go before it was bornShe was
entitled to have some fun before she went back to CharlestonSure
as
fate, she wouldn't be allowed to do so much as stick her nose out of
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stir a stumpNo, she'd have Ireland firstShe'd never have another
chanceShe'd enjoy the Brian Boru tooHer morning sickness had
never lasted much more than a week with the other babiesIt must
be
almost over nowLike Kathleen, in a day or two she'd be just fine*
Crossing the Atlantic on the Brian Boru was like a continuous Saturday
night at the O'Haras' in Savannah-only more soAt first Scarlett
loved itThe ship soon had a full complement of passengers who
boarded at Boston and New York, but they didn't seem like Yankees at
all, Scarlett thoughtThey were Irish and proud of itThey had the
vitality that was so appealing in the O'Haras, and they took advantage
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do: checkers tournaments, heated competitions at quoits on deck,
excited participation in games of chance, such as wagering on the
number of miles the ship would cover the following dayIn the
evening
they sang along with the professional musicians and danced
energetically to all the Irish reels and Viennese waltzesEven when
the dancing was done, the amusement continuedThere was always a
game
of whist in the Ladies' Card Saloon, and Scarlett was always in demand
as a partnerExcept for Charleston's rationed coffee, the stakes were
higher than any she'd known, and every turn of a card was exciting
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